Your Porn Addiction Counselor

From a very young age you have always wanted to grab the next adult magazine that you could find. You discovered your Dad’s collection and have been obsessed by the female form, female masturbation and sexual acts all together. What is it about porn that draws you to it? That has you so enthralled with it?

As time goes on, you start your own collection of magazines – getting anxious every time the newest edition comes out. Then you step inside adult book stores and go from magazines to videos, from videos to the internet and from there you start to grow a different kind of addition. An addiction to phone sex.

Some days the urge is so undeniable that you break out in cold sweats just waiting for the next opportunity to indulge in your porn addiction. You’ve called into work because of your late night sexcapades with yourself, your phone mistress and your favorite porno. You’ve went home early for your next fix, hell you’ve snuck into the bathroom for your next fix.

While I will never lay claim to helping you cure yourself of your porn addiction, as a subservient pet of mine, I can certainly help you control it.

That is because I control you.

In controlling you I will control your porn addiction. I decide when you’ve had enough, I decide when you need more. I will either grow the addiction, satisfy the porn addiction or will keep it at bay. It’s part of the game that kink councilors often like to play. But, it is also a game that makes humiliated porn addicts like you

We can start simple: How old were you when your porn addiction started? How often do you indulge? What KIND of porn do you like to look at and watch?

Grab your favorite porn and give your favorite intelligent fem dom mistress a call to see the type of treatment that is right for you.


Masturbation Addict Humiliation

You are quite the little masturbator aren’t you. While people are busy shoving their fists in a turkey’s ass for stuffing, you are busy shoving your cock through your own fist for sexual gratification. It is all you can ever think about. It is all you ever want to do.

All day long you think of the next time you are able to masturbate. In fact, sometimes you can’t wait to be alone so you fake a ‘bathroom emergency’ so you can run off, pull that cock out and start acting like the masturbating monkey you are.

I know your type, I humiliate your type, I OWN your type – a humiliation mistress like me…knows exactly what a masturbation addict like you needs.

Need to run off for your quick stroking fix now? Hopefully, I’m available to make you feel just as small as your little dick is.

New Slut Toy for Mistress Lillith

Anytime my stable acquires a new humiliation addict or slut to play with, I get a wicked grin on my face and I chuckle in delight.

Always nice to wake up to someone that has followed through with a humiliation assignment they have been given or purchased in PPV form.

I read the note attached to this new little dicked humiliation slut’s message and it seems that ever since he KNEW what masturbation was he was just finding ways to stroke and play with his little nubbin. LOL little dicked boys can never get enough stroking because they can never know what it feels to have a full load, a full release…those only happen to the well-endowed boys.

Seems like this new fuck toy is going to be an interesting one to play with. A wide range of options and kinks to choose from and a plethora of avenues to explore. From masturbating to blurry channels, to fantasizing about ‘very passable’ shemales, to now being interested in sissy training.

My new little slut toy is going to be in for one hell of a ride.


Dear Mistress Lillith,

                I have been addicted to playing with my dick for quite a while now.

I started masturbating fairly early and was the kind of kid who would watch scrambled cable channels to try to see something. It started simple enough; sexy scenes on TV, hot music videos, pinup models, etc. Well, once I got internet it started escalating. I think the first thing I looked up was porn. It was a gradual build-up of different new slut toy for mistress lillithkinks. Started with the simple things like straight stuff, different ethnicities, and lesbians. Then two things really caught a hold of me. Femdom and (very passable) shemale/transgender porn.

These things seem to push all the right buttons. I used to spend hours gooning to ppv femdom clips. It has even led me to the point where I masturbate, but I don’t even really want to cum anymore.

I mean, physically I do, but once I cum I almost feel bad.

Like I could have gone longer without cumming. Of course, I can get over that as long as I have a dominant woman giving me permission in some form, like the femdom videos. This has led to many other things like CEI, orgasm denial, and wearing a chastity device sometimes.

As far as my most humiliating moment. I really can’t think of one. I have had moments when I did something dumb and was embarrassed or messed up a play during a game, something smaller like that. But nothing like getting caught in a compromising situation with everyone point and laughing and I hated my life because of it.

I am almost always thinking about the next time I can do something erotic. It doesn’t even have to be specifically masturbating either, anymore. Lately I have been getting the urges to try some feminization. I found your blog, got clicking around, and am kind of interested in the sissy school. I don’t know if I would get through all 12 steps, but I am getting more interested and excited by the thought of trying it. I just never thought I would be into something like that, but for some reason I might be.

Thank you for your time. Time to go take a picture.


Are you interested in being an addition to my humiliation addicts stable of fetish loving stroker boys and girls? Let’s see if you can truly handle it.

Chat soon stroker boys

The face of a true humiliation slave

I’ve posted this particular humiliation slave of mine in the past — He is one of my favorite little humiliation sluts. (2 years later and he is STILL being humiliated and slave trained by me)

~Ryan the Humiliation SlaveHe is one that is always up for a new humiliation assignment…no matter WHAT the task. Ryan happens to be gearing up to move into a new place and I know that I can’t wait for that move to be complete.

I have a laundry list of things for him to do the minute he does. From cum bucket collections, to his first video appearance and more. I often say to be careful what you wish for — and he still keeps wishing and begging — and I get to turn the heat up more and more.

Nothing makes a humiliatrix happier than being able to turn the cheeks of a humiliation slave bright red with embarrassment!

He had this to say:

Ran the Humiliation Slave “We inferior slaves have many perversions, but to me the ultimate in humiliation and submission is to be exhibited publicly to the whole world ,my submission ,my total commitment to Mistress Lillith. It’s exciting, edgy, shameful and scary but also a huge sexy thrill all together at the same time. It does put your submission to the test – how far will you demean yourself for your Mistress.”

He as well as others can certainly attest to the humiliation tasks and assignments that I hand out during our humiliation phone sex calls or email training.

One thing to be aware of … you will not get a new one until the first one is complete. I like proof, I LIKE humiliation addicts that LIKE attention. Know that I will never post a picture without prior agreements in some form or fashion.

For those seeking exposure on my blog, know that it’s not just GIVEN to anyone. You either (1) Pay for it or (2) Entertain me to the point that I WANT to expose you. Ryan is one that has earned the right to be exposed.

I have many things in store for Ryan…I hope he is still ready ~ 😉

Building and crush my slaves

Verbal degradation and extreme humiliation are among some of my favorite avenues to destroy you and tear you down. You are nothing more than a lowly pathetic piece of shit slave and you need to know your place…you should be bent over licking and worshiping the dirt because even IT is higher than you.

Ensuring that you feel just as small as that puny little pecker is a delicacy I crave.

Crushing you can come in the form of CBT or in the form of mental destruction and mind fuckery — I will crush you, I will crush you like the bug you are.

I know I act like an entitled mean little bitch – and Im ok with that. You will still treat me with the upmost respect. Because crushing my slaves and submissives is the only way to train them properly…it’s the only way to train YOU properly.

Once I have you down in the dirt, flopping around– feeling worthless and insecure…I will begin to mold you and build you back up into the poster slave boy.

This is for your good, and for my benefit. Just accept it as your responsibility to serving your mistress.

You live to serve, you live to obey, you live to belong to Mistress Lillith.

Your cock and ball pain IS my pleasure

It’s time for you to strap that humbler on and be forced to kneel before me…or risk the agonizing, pain and torture of your cock and balls.

I am talking about cock and ball torture. If you ever ask me ‘what my favorite thing to do is’ (as much as I loathe that question), this would certainly make top 3.

You make think you have an empty room, with no actual sex toys. But when it comes to CBT, I see candy store.

I see a hairbrush and I see 3 different ways to use it against yourself, I see shoes and shoe laces, toothbrushes and toothpaste, q-tips, cords and various other objects.

Go into the kitchen and there are utensils, and food objects like olive oil, cayenne or ginger…and some of my favorite frozen items.

You don’t always need all the fun little sex toys like the humbler, or bovine castration rings (although it IS a ton of fun WITH THEM). CBT is versatile. Many ways to make you scream out in pain, while I gush with pleasure.

I really enjoy seeing the pain in your eyes, and hearing it in your voice.

Are you ready to turn into my little pain slut? Don’t be frightened…well, actually…maybe you should be.

Of course if I am not around, OR you like to play privately — I have 5 CBT Instructional audios with the list of the items you need for it.


CBT Instructional 1: Snap to It
Are you a pain slut seeking some instructional cock and ball torture?
Get ready to experience 11:41 minutes of ‘snapping’ good cock and ball torture.

CBT Instructional 2: In Hot Water
Are you in HOT or COLD water with your mistress? Well naughty stroker sluts that need their balls and cock tortured are sure to find out with this instructional MP3 —

CBT Instructional 3: Smashing Good Time
Time to have a SMASHING good time with your cock and balls…or perhaps a smashingly painful time? I guess it depends on the point of view–

CBT Instructional 4: Aching Muscles, Burning Balls
How long have you been teasing and denying yourself. Have some blue balls and aching muscles? Theres ways to help those aching muscles…but in your case it can help–or make it worse

CBT Instructional 5: Cleaning your Dirty Dick
Who knows how dirty that dick really is. Time to clean it, and you know what they say — if it doesnt burn its not clean.Get ready to enjoy (or wince) with 15:43 minutes of cock and ball torture while Mistress instructs you on how to clean that dirty dick.

CBT Bundle: All 5 MP3’s and Instructions over an hours worth of instruction
This Bundle includes 5 Of my CBT Instructional Audios–It includes: “Snap to it”, “In Hot Water”, “Smashing Good Time” , “Aching Muscles” and “Clean your dirty dick”

All of the audios combined are 62:26 minutes in length (over an HOUR of cock and ball torture)

Also includes the entire list of items you would need for each, you could put them into a play and loop them together quite nicely. FYI if you are into tease and denial, play ‘clean your dirty dick’ last and play ‘in hot water’ just before that one. 😉 The rest play in order.



Enjoy my little pain sluts!

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Humiliated sissy slut

A humiliated sissy slut is almost always the top of my favorite humiliation addicts.

(the sissy sluts, pain sluts, and sph boys) — They are always so eager to come out and be posted everywhere. They want their story told and I am more than eager to tell it!

Here is the newest addition to my humiliated sissy slut collection and her story:

It’s pathetic, I know. But I am helpless to stop playing with my little clitty. Everyday, I try to stop…to not touch myself. But I cannot stop. I think of forced sissification fantasies and I end up sexually aroused. Then it’s no use and I cum. It doesn’t matter if I am at work, home or out in public. I WILL eventually find a secret place and make myself cum from it.

I am devoured by my own secret desires to be slowly and irrevocably sissified.

And it makes me play with myself every single day. I suppose the most humiliating thing I’ve ever experienced was in college. A girl, Georgette Markel, discovered my hidden secrets – that I like girls panties and being tied up, glued, taped, etc.

She had me all sexually aroused and persuaded me to put on her panties, pantyhose, etc. No clothes…just lingerie.

I was physically shaking I was so scared but horny. She sprayed a can of foam in a cheap pair of high heel boots and coaxed me to slip my feet in…teasing me of great sex to come. I felt dizzy with fear and sex. She tied a scarf over my eyes and bound my wrists behind me. I followed her down the hall and outside. She kept threatening to scream if I tried to stop her!

She led me far away from her dorm and freed my hands. Then she took off running into the night . Eventually, I took off my blind fold when I suspected she was gone. I was in the middle of the commons and no one was around. She left my pants with me but I couldn’t get the boots off – I was stuck in hardened foam. And my pants wouldn’t go on over the boots.

I was in her panties, pantyhose, high heeled boots, a bra and my face was made up like a whore. I had to walk all the way across campus to my dorm room and past all the rooms to my own.

She had taken my dorm key from my pants and I had to walk all the way back to her room and beg outside her window to let me in! Even writing about this has me too far over the edge and I will have to cum from it! If I could stop, I would. But I can’t.

Deep down in side, I don’t want to stop playing with my clitty and fantasizing of being a controlled and humiliated sissy!


Who else is ready to be outted, exposed and humiliated?! You crave humiliation and I crave to humiliate you.

I want you to beg

Beg like the little submissive play thing that you are. I want you to beg for my attention, I want you to be for my adoration. I want you to fall to your hands and knees and beg as though your life depended on it.

I just want you to beg.

But, if you know anything about your deviant dominatrix…you KNOW it’s not that simple. I am not going to accept just ANY kind of begging. Don’t come to me with your blanketed statements and bland, tired ‘begs’ of ‘I’ll do anything you want mistress, please let me serve you mistress’ There is NOTHING creative about that.

You want to serve me? You need to get creative.

In fact, I want you to step outside of your comfort zone and beg for something you may not like, beg for something that you WOULDN’T like, beg for something you KNOW you don’t like.

You don’t get to just say one quick sentence either. I want it creative, and I want it to stand out and put a smile on my face. What exactly puts a smile on my face? Figure it out. You want to serve me then it is up to you to ensure you know my kinks and quirks, just as much as I know yours. You need to know what will make me happy without me giving you a laundry list of topics.

I will throw your little submissive puppy self a bone – I like creativity. This is just a simple slave training assignment to test you and test your skills. All I want you to do…is beg. 4 or more sentences or statements. Make it creative. Follow the guidelines as described above.

Perhaps the hard part will be…the fact that I want you to have me feeling like you mean it. I want to know you are begging for something you don’t want, but I want to feel as though you really want it.

Example? You don’t want to eat your cum. You find it repulsive and makes you gag, immediately making that little pin dick grow limp. But you will beg for it. You will ask me to let you eat your cum.

Now the real question will be…will I make you actually do the thing you are begging for? I guess that would be another test of your ultimate submission wouldn’t it? Let’s see if you can entertain me begging, and THEN we will see if your submissive test will continue.

Call and Beg, or leave a message below…begging.

Stroke for Me

You are going to stroke for me right now.

This is just a teaser of what I would tell you to do when you call me live on my .

You know you are aching, that deep ache that needs to be released. Perhaps you have been fantasizing about me and how you would like me to tell you to stroke? Take yourself in hand and I’m going to tell you exactly what to do. In case you don’t know, this is called Guided Masturbation, and for many men, it intensifies their orgasm tenfold! Let’s begin…

I want you to grasp the base of your shaft, and slowly, very slowly slide your hand up and over the head. Do this for several minutes.

Then, take your index finger, and slowly and gently trace down to the sweet spot under the head, and massage it on the upstroke and down stroke. Keep touching it ever so lightly, creating a tingly sensation. That’s right, that’s how you do it. Now I want you to take your free hand and cup them over that ball sack. Massage them slowly as you continue to stroke yourself, building pleasure with every stroke. Do this for several more minutes. Take delight in your pleasure. Now, put a little spit in the palm of your hand and continue to stroke yourself slowly at first, but quickly picking up the pace. I want you to keep doing this until… You have to call me, ease down from that edge, and we’ll begin again as I instruct you in an erotic Guided Masturbation Phone Sex session.

Time for your Spanking Slave Boy

time for your spanking! Do you want to be spanked? Do you want to be treated like a bad boy and be punished? Do you get pleasure out of the pain brought by a ladies hairbrush repeatedly smacking your bare behind?

You have come to the right place for such a naughty phone sex call or fantasy corporal punishment role play chat. I will turn you over my knee and spank that little tush until it is beet-red. I might even tell you I’m not going to stop spanking you until you cry real tears. I might make you confess how naughty you are before I decide exactly how I will discipline you. So naughty, in fact, that instead of using my hand, I will use a paddle instead. And I have the best designed paddle to do so. My big wooden paddle has 9 holes drilled in it, making it less resistant to air when I raise the paddle high to bring it down hard on each cheek, causing more pain for you and pleasure for me as I paddle you. Or perhaps I could use my purple hairbrush to create stinging welts on your bare bottom. No matter what you have the fancy for, I will indulge your spanking role play or paddling fantasy phone sex scenario.

I will show you the true power of a Femdom Mistress who holds nothing back when it comes to spanking and paddling punishments! Have your paddle or hairbrush ready when you call me if you want to experience real pain.